Exams are over!
Finally can take a break and have a rest. Can't wait for my long weekends to come in 2 weeks time. It also means my birthday is coming soon too... I still haven even think of what to do for my birthday or maybe as usual I wont do anything about it at all.
Well shall see about it...
For now I can finally can go havoc for a little while, and sleep better at night, after all the study pressure are gone.... Phew~
I really must start to study for my exam already, must start the ball rolling to kick start my momentum, cause exam is like coming this Saturday!
THe last hurdle for the year! Must give it my all... So far my results had been very very good for the past year. I only got one B+, and the rest are all at A or A+. It is thanks to the grace of God that I manage to do so well... So I must do well this time round too.
Can't wait for my long weekend on the 24th. Going to have a 4 day break to rest myself and recharge myself!
Yeah!
Decided to stick back to blogging...
I guess this is the only way for me to release my thoughts and not let it accumulate like a snowball...
My foundation studies is coming to an end real soon... This sat is my last paper, after that I can rest until beginning of next year to start my actual degree modules.
For this past 10 months, alot of things had happened...
And I went through so much of stress due to work, studies and church commitments..
But I really thank God for His grace that pull me through this period, next year will be a even tougher year for me... But I believe I can make it, I got to make it!
In the year of 2009, I came across many things, many people... So much had happened until I dunoe how to put them in words...
I also managed to meet with many brand new friends, especially the HTHT gang.
But it was also this period of time when I finally got back my tears after an absence of 4 years, but I believe it is for a good reason, as it became a good release for my bottled up emotions...
So for now 2 more months to go for the rest of the year... I will end the year well!
Wow it had been another half year since i last blog..
This shows that i am just too lazy to blog nowadays or maybe there are just too many things that i still want to keep in my heart, or maybe i am just living a boring mundane life...
I guess it is all of the above that describes me haha....
A new year had started...
2008 was the year when i finally bid farewell to army life and step into a place of uncertainty, working society... Ironically is, i am going back to school soon... and i will be still working at the same time.... which means stress and more stress.
For the final half of the year, quite alot had happened. Happy, unhappy, discouraging, heart breaks, excitement, joy... etc etc etc... I guess that is what life is... Full of every little thing.
If i look back to the year... I guess there will be only one thing that is so vivid and unforgetable in my mind.
A wrong decision.... Well nvm that is for me to know only... and i don't want to think about it anymore....
For a NEW YEAR has arrived!!!!
I believe i will achieve even more this year, balancing all the stuff that is occupying me....
Of course, I am still finding my way back..... Back to where i was suppose to be... I believe it takes time and effort and discipline... But i want to make it.. and i must make it happen...
I guess it is enough of me staying where i am and not moving on...
I need to reach back to the level of faith and passion for Him where i once was.
As every minute passes by, the expectations started to die...
anyway thanks Kim Han for last night pei-ing me...
I did the most crazy thing last night in my life...
And for someone who is super impatient to do that.. i seriously dunoe what is wrong with me...
i waited for 4 hours...
it all ended in the rain...
i think this time round, it is real...
Sometimes i really dunoe what i want... what i really desire...
when things happen, i tend to wonder... should all these be happening in the first place...
i m just tired, or maybe i m just thinking too much at all....
i dun wan to be bother by all these anymore...
ok Billy.. emo time is over.. it is time to snap out of it...
My off day today....
Alot of negative things had been happening in work...
Feel kinda discouraged....
Cant wait for 17th to come...
Having a mini break on that week....
Waiting... yes i am waiting....
Today my performance was a great success... Went the way just i wanted it... =) Bump into Jericho, then both of us went around hunting for teachers, talking to them, and talking photos!!!!
Mrs Lai ask if i can come back next year to help out choir for the SYF... Of course i will....
BDS is where my dreams first begin to unfold, and it shall be the place where i always belong... =)
I am very satisfied with the reaction from the audience today...
Talk with alot of teachers today, Mrs Lai, Mrs Jono, Mr Muru, 姚老师, 陈老师,Mrs Dijie, Mr Roskhaider, Mr Samsul, Mrs Tan, Ms Shek, Ms Hoori, Mrs Mah and of course Ms Abraham...
I really miss the time in BDS....
The day is drawing near... tomorrow is the rehearsal... and friday is the actual performance....
Yes, it is... it is the Teacher's Day concert!
This year i went back to participate in the concert... doing what i always do as always - singing....
hope everything will go well... and my voice to be kept in tip-top condition... cause i am singing a very difficult song.. 背叛 by 曹葛.
I was actually singing another song as well... Chris Daughtry's It's Not Over, but well due to time constraint, i could only sing 1 song....
Been very tired for the past few weeks, after work, reach home - sleep... wake up, go work... the cycle never stop... but really thank God for His strength... I will work hard towards my goal de...
And ya, i had decided in 3 years time, i must get a Tuscani! So it all begins today.... =)
Sometimes I really wonder, how nice will it be to go to Europe or back to Japan 1 day. I been to alot of places, but all the time is I went with my family or I went alone. How will it be like, if one day i can spend those relaxing and explore new places, having new experience with that special one in the future. Well i think i think abit too much.
Anyway that day will come i know...
I really like the ambiance and the atmosphere in Europe, especially Italy, France and Greece. It give people a feeling like it is a paradise, a step out of the urban, and back into time.
For now, i had to work hard, so that one day i am able to be to the lands of my dream.
Been busy once after starting work, so tired....
Got to pick up alot of things, memorize alot of stuff...
But overall the people there are rather nice... I hope....
I really hope i will enjoy working there....
Cause no point not enjoying in the place you work in, cause it will only bring even more pain everyday when you work....
Yeah... Guess it is a 1 big step for me into become more mature, more responsible... Many things for me to learn... and must be confident about myself...
Yups that's all
I had revived my taggie...
Been to multiple interviews this few days....
Yesterday was the worst.... Cause i was late for 5 mins... It felt like the worst day of my life...
cause when i was about to reach home, i receive a call from Changi Beach Club wanting me to go down for the interview the next day in the morning.. And right there and then, behold at the void deck below my block, my leather shoe, right sole, whole thing came out!!!....
I was stun... i only got 1 pair of leather shoes, and i need to go for interview in the morning tml!!!! i quickly go up change, grab that shoe and went to CS and repair it...
Came back.. i was happy, cause everything sui sui already... can happy prepare to go for interview tml...
Then when i was going to keep my shoes... guess what... now is my left sole fell out... ARH!!!!!! and it was already 10pm already, all the shops had closed!!!! how to fix my shoes....
In the end, i use my brother's leather shoes instead... Thank God his size was around my size... If not i can go bang the wall already... What a day...
But never mind... cause all the bad things is over... cause the good news is i just came back from Changi Beach Club, and I GOT THE JOB!!!!... Even though the pay was not as much as i expected... maybe i expect abit too high... but nonetheless i like the place alot... The working environment is very similar to SICC.... I really hope i will do well in there... Starting work next monday.... Wee.....
There goes my bad habit.. lazy to update lols...
Well anyways still haven manage to get a job yet...
Went for a few interview already, but still no reply from any of the companies yet...
Kinda getting desperate soon...
Seriously hope there is some advancement in the situation...
Everyday at home, i m seriously very bored....
Many things going through my head now...
Must step out of my comfort zone....
Must decide on my future... What job should I find?
Dilemma....
God, I need your guidance...
So many things in conflict....
Yesterday, brought Benji to brought his guitar along with Roger, Louis and Cheryl. Went to Swee Lee look look, then went to Paradiz. In the end, finally he bought his guitar at the Paradiz shop.
Quite a bargain i can say.
I suppose to go for the Camp X today... But instead i sleep the whole day at home, cause i am very sick...
Today i was like sleeping, wake up eat medicine, eat, then sleep again... And that was the cycle of activities for me the whole day.
Really pray that i will get well, cause i feel very 辛苦.
The past week was chaotic, REAL CHAOTIC!
Was settling my clearance, and so many problems crop up... *shake head*
By right i am suppose to start my clearance on monday, but monday whole depot off due to exercise. Went back tuesday, then found out Yi Fei not around to sign for me. Went back wednesday, i drop my camp pass!!! cant it get better... Went back to camp get all the relevant signatures, then went make police report...
Today went base to settle the remaining signatures, in the end SSG Jenny not around.... and last minute i realised i must go to Selarang to let the Medical Officer sign the clearance form also, which no one told me that. I die die had to get it signed by today cause tomorrow must collect IC le. At that point of time it was already 2pm, and the MO is leaving at 3pm. I pia cab down from Rifle Range Road all the way to Selarang Camp. Heart pain.
Oh please i pray that tomorrow will be a a shun shun day for me... The impromptu stuff are driving me nuts...
Finally... This friday... I going to ORD le!!!!
Anyway i never got in BV... Kinda disappointed.. but well... I guess it is not time for me yet... So is ok...
very tired especially after the exercise on saturday.... only reach home on sunday afternoon...
my family is going back HK this weekend... i will be alone at home... which is what i m looking forward to... can spend time alone at home....
need to find things to do to kill time....
Went to help out in a leadership camp in Punggol Pri this 2 days...
It was fun to see those kids so excited... Even though some of them are rather over hyper active... But most of them are very cute and obedient.
The kids gave me a nickname "Teacher Linkin Park" because of my ear stud, my rocker looks... =.="
Cheong down from Hougang to JW yesterday for BV audition... Was super nervous, glad that it was over and hope i did well...
Hmm seriously need to find a job... But till now still haven found any suitable yet.. What to do....
Had a chalet marathon for the last few days.. SOOOOOoo many people having birthday chalets -.-
Friday and Saturday was Melissa's birthday chalet...
Sunday was Jessica and Evelyn's birthday chalet...
Really had a good time with the rest of them in the chalet.. Even though I was always the one sleeping the earliest... Tends to get tired easily dunoe why....
Well happy birthday everyone!! =)
Coincidentally bump into Cecille on Saturday at Costasand Pasir Ris...
Anyway BV audition 2nd round is tomorrow le.... Abit anxious about it...
Hope I will do well...
Accidentally deleted my blog...
Well it had not been updated frequently anyway, maybe it marks a new start for my blog bah...
5 years of post all gone... symbolizing a brand new start?
well maybe this will also become like the old blog which i may be lazy to update...
let's see about it... yeah...
Much had happened, much had passed...
Now is a brand new start, a brand new me =)
Now looking for jobs, thought of going back to SICC, but that will be the last resort for me....
Anyway went for BV audition on tuesday, and i had received news that i had made it into the next round!
Actually quite a mixed feelings, one side, life on stage is really my lifelong dream, and BV is one of them. On the other hand, sometimes i think, am i really there yet....
I guess this is just the beginning, i really have to put in more effort on it, seeking Him....